Yes, another late journal. What of it? Seems to be when my mind is most active anyway.
So...yeah... This is From the Mind of Infern02. I'm trying out different formats for my journals, this time I've abandoned the topic bar. Woo, anti-progress.
Anyway, onto the good stuffs.
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Hell Outside of DA
My life has become pretty busy, what with school and such. Takes waaay too much of my free time, which makes me want to strangle somebody.
I am still searching for that special girl, although I'm either;
Becoming VERY desperate.
Doin' it wrong.
The most likely, there is no one for me.
Yeah, my colligues have even said I will die along. That flared my up pretty bad.
Speaking of colligues, they're pissing me off. Like...imagine every waking moment of your life that you are pissed, now multiply that time frame by 10 and that's how pissed I am around them. I'm pretty sure my friends don't like me either.
You knew this was coming, ahem...
We'll, stuff is going on between me and my parental units again. They ask way too many questions at the wrong times. Like when I'm knee deep in work they'll have me do something like pick up a remote a few feet away and give it to them.
I do believe my friend referred to it as "Slave Labor".
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DA Stuff
Here's the really fun part that is the good news.
I finally got my scanner and computer working the way I want them to, and now I have umph amount of time to work on stuff now. Be happy with that. It means my gallery will be more active. (Expects a
)
That means requests are wanted. I'll do just about anything. Just note me and I'll be sure to get back to you. Just nothing...extreme...
As in porn, anthro porn, fetishes, or other things like that. And yes, If I say no, that means no.
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So how does this format work? (Leave a Comment)
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Ahem, so...I'm gonna break a rule set by myself... Bwah ha ha ha...
Quiz Time.
Stolen from
(BWAH HA HA HA!)
ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem. (Weeeeee...)
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
total: 2
ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[x] your mind is all over the place. (It brings me presents)
[x] you are hyper most of the time. (...can you tell?)
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you cannot cooperate with people well. ("BITCH! This is MY project!")
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[x] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
total: 7 (Why am I not surprised?)
BIPOLAR DISORDER
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide. (I have necrophobia...kinda hard to do that)
total: 5
BULIMA NERVOSA
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat. (I've been eating a lot lately)
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out. (XDDDD Called my mom to pick me up from conditioning for sports..aye yie yie...)
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 2
CONDUCT DISORDER
[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (Do sporks count?)
[x] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone. (...why would someone tell people that!?)
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
total: 3
DEPRESSION
[x] you are always sad. (Pissed off to sad to happy to OMFGGETYOURFACEAWAYFROMME to emo)
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide. (Necrophobia...)
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you. (It's just smashed...someone get the tape!)
total: 7
OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[ ] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[ ] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[ ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[ ] you have to check some stuff over again. (Laziness FTW!)
total: 3
PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[ ] you repeatably have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatably have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[ ] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all. (necrophooooobia...)
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] you act younger than your age. (It works the other way as well.
)
total: 5
SCHIZOPHRENIA
[ ] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy. (BLOODZ ISN'T REAL INFERN0!)
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[x] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should. [. . . >w>; I'm quite forgetful. . ]
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself. (Me and my characters...chillin in mah head...)
Total: 8
...Well...that was...eventful...
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LAsT WORDS!
"Great...now that he's broken that personal rule, WHAT WILL HE DO NEXT!?"
Lurking
Worried
Content
Miserable
